Sunday, January 30, 2011

it was the best moment for today!!!

hr ni hr 2nd iium invitational taekwondo tournament. macam2 jd....bout chart ad masalah...ni sume salah si tukang buat bout chart...keje mau cepat je..ptt mula kol 8.30 pg end up mula dlm kol 11 pg.org maen kategori laen dlm bout chart kategori laen...camne tuh????


tyme open ceremony lak, ad la mamat POYO muke cam 'sammy' ni bising2 lak...kalau aq ar,secara logiknye, w/pun  bengang program start lambat, aq tau ar nk jg hati org tuan rumah tournament...si POYO tersebut, tnp rse bersalah berkata dgn KUATNYE: "eleh, kate start kol 8, ni da nk tgh hr bru nk start"...aq cam malu tp rse nk sumbat je board team dia (UniSZA) lam mulut dia..kasi koyak sket mulot tu!!!mampus la ko!!aq tepok tgn ar klu ko sawan dlm ring!!!


then, tyme jg ring...ring laen gne ESS, tp yg aq jg ni gune manual..serabut kepala aq...mamat2 DEGIL LAGI BEBAL dr team ANGKATAN TENTERA MALAYSIA (ATM), cam x phm2 bhs ble org srh diri jaoh2 dr ring sbb ganggu refrees, committees and team medic( in case of emergency) nk wat keje...nyemak taw tak??!! bengong mu!!kwn aq yg ngadu kt aq tp aq lak yg bengang..emo.it was a bad thing tht i should had had control.


lepas tu, tyme aq kurang emo, aq tny bdk tkd ni asal@camne dia leh kalah, pastu dia terdiam dgr pertanyaan aq tuh,thn, membe aq ckp:"ko ni, jgn ar tny dia soalan tu, kecik ati dia". statement membe aq tu wat aq paranoid sbb aq terpikir,mungkinkah dia kecik ati???aq tetibe rse bersalah yg amat tp aq x brani mtk maaf sbb bdk tu jns yg ckp kasar2...emo lagi.it was a bad thing tht i shouldn't say.

aq emo-------------------aq  paranoid
aq marah dgn diri aq sbb aq x leh kawal perasaan marah..aq x prl nk emo sgt2 pown dgn ATM nyemak bengong tu..tp aq marah gak...dasar baran!!!!...ko mmg pemarah ziha
aq rse bersalah sekiranye bdk tkd tu mmg btol2 kecik ati sbb aq x mean it in a bad way...aq tny sbb aq concern...terase bersalah!!!!...ko mmg negative-minded ziha

equation:       emo + paranoid = feeling down

aq x se'happy' cam selalu...i heal stage by stage this night...aq start senyum and gelak ringan2.pastu gelak2 ngan bdk tkd uia kuantan kt hs cafe.pastu singgah cafe mahallah.chaa bli banana shake. tyme  nk byr,tetiba chaa nk cheese samosa.pak cik jual samosa dgn baik hati bg free je dua bungkus murtabak kt aq and chaa...da bayar sume, tetiba dia lalu antara aq and chaa dan bkk peti ais.dia bg aq the last banana shake...katanye:"nah, ambik la,bawak balik, pak cik bg free"..aq tergamam,tersentak seketika.hati aq terharu sbb pak cik tu mmg slalu bg makanan or minuman free kt chaa and her gang.that tyme, it was my turn, my moment of gratefulness.aq bergerak kuar smbl menahan air mata...aq down sgt td,but thn, someone buat aq terharu sgt...it was the best moment for today!!!


Sunday, January 23, 2011

BOROSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

not an ordinary toilet paper...dem expensive!!


sejujurnya
x penah aq boros thp dewa
minggu ni kurang dr seminngu
aq hbskn RM 100
sape2 yg knl aq
myb berase agak terkujat
aq ni kerek sket bab duit
aq x ske shoppinh baju,kasoot,accessories dll

so
klu aq x bli bnd2 gitu,camne aq blh boros lak???
jawapannye...
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.
.
.
.
.
.
.

bkn katak stim oke!!!


MAKANAN!!!

sememangnye aq kuat makan
nk2 tyme aq PMS
(mmg tyme boros tu aq tgh pms)
taw kw pms tu ap?
xtaw?? google it!!
aq yg aq nk telan, aq rembat dan bayar
cam cash and carry



dem...perut aq beso ruangannye
perut, kerana ko, aq boros!!


Thursday, January 20, 2011

soca tenten

apekah soca tenten???
sub human sciences
sociology (SOCA 1010)
aka soca tenten


esok exam pd pkol 3-4.30 ptg
PETANG!!!
x best!!!
x blaja pape ag...
byk lak tuh
it'll not going to be a straightforward question


disebabkan aq ske "people"
maka x pelik klu aq amek sub ni
sbb
sociology bermaksud
socio(latin) ialah society
logy(dr logos=greek) ialah study of
maka sociology is the study of society


a dull society




Tuesday, January 18, 2011

ToT...where's my purse???!!!!!!!

from
female sports complex
to
halimah's cafe
to
mahallah ruqayyah
then
riding a friend's car
then
went to hostel
then

..................................


AAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!


aq:"jap2..mane dompet aq???"
chaa:"lam kete keypinx kott. call sheeqa tny dia. ad nombor tepon dia tak?"
aq:"xpe2..aq ad..jap, aq tepon dia"


blahblahblahblahblah


TIDAK ADA DOMPETKU DALAM KERETA KEYPINX!!!


my heart beat faster
all the memories were replayed
thinking where did i drop it
walking by,
jogging by,
all around places i went through
couldn't find it
going back and forth
decision was made
'ask for room's key'



blahblahblahblahblahblah


jaga:"beg duit wane ap?"
aq:"beg duit wane cokelat"
(sambil menunjukkan anggaran saiznya)
dalam mase yg same kedengaran suara chaa
lembut menyebut namaku
ku toleh ke arahnya
pastu mate terhenti apabila
encik jaga menunjukkan dompetku


i was grateful
ALHAMDULILLAH
the guard found it
nothing was missing
i was SO grateful
that
i started to shed tears
warm as it was
the tears rolled down on my cheeks
and vowed
to not lose it again!!


Monday, January 17, 2011

ke-MALAS-an..mmg idle life

dlm beberapa jam ag, aq akn jd seperti org dlm gamba ni...

huhu....

mampu gelak je
terhadap kemalasan yg melampau ni
ye...ponteng 1 aktiviti
sbb nye?????

.....................................................

assignment aq byk x buat ag
novel and ISLAMIC AQIDAH

ye..ISLAMIC AQIDAH ptt nye dibuat ptg td

tetapi akibat ngantok
*tolonglah..ngaku je la ko MALAS*
maka aq pown tido dgn nyenyaknye
so, dlm kegelabahan ni..
aq msh bertenang...
aq yakin aq mampu siapkn mlm ni...
*ye je ko*
kerna esk nk bg group leader tgk hasilnya
yg diyakini x seberapa tu...


kpd partner:
trima kaseh sbb tlng buat most of the part
nnt presentation, allow me to present it...okay???

bye,bye,bye





Sunday, January 16, 2011

xde keje

tyme org laen syiok2 tdo
aq dengan GHAIRAHnye menTRANSLATE smth
ke dlm bahasa..............??????

JEPUN


bersekang mate aq translate
pagi2 buta lak tu
naseb baek aq x buta ngadap skrin
smpi kol 4 pagi kott!!!!


ngantok tu x yah ckp ar
tahap DEWA oke!!!!!!!!!

tapi

determination aq yg agk melampau
sanggup tdo lewat tu...
only if i have tht same determination to study

*tu ar..ko ni pemalas nazi!!*